leap

while i was dancing today
i saw You
and how You cried
pleading that You may not die
the death i was meant to die
how You begged
beads of bloody sweat

i dance the steps
that were choreographed for You
for me
the dance You danced
so that my feet would not only walk
but leap

i am eternally grateful

time of my life

photos will be up soon

i had the time of my life
best trip ever i must say
etched in my mind are

ur spice girls' dance
the way u said,darling im very scared
ur neverending screams
on the roller coasters

ur prisoner photo pose
the nervous look at the blackjack table
ur endless being prostitute at tai ti

ur rotten cantonese
how u cracked me up with ur malaysian accent
ur sweet serenade surprise line

cant wait for destination bangkok
for joycee,jemmy and the one i call baby

i love u for who u are

ljungberg is spanish

ljungberg is spanish
no he's not
he's dutch and he plays for the holland team
huh?spanish then cannot play for holland team meh?
OF COURSE NOT.
if he's of a dutch nationality,naturally he'll play for holland
but heskey is black and he plays for the england team
and inamoto is japanese and he plays for arsenal

ok,listen to me if im singaporean
i'll represent singapore in the world cup
even if im malay and singaporean
i'll still play for singapore
let's say im damn good and get to play in the english premier league
i'll still be a singaporean who is damn good and play for say arsenal
so if ljungberg is dutch
he'll naturally play for the holland team

turns out
ljungberg is swedish
excerpt from a conversation i had last night

our brief appointment

i heard the voice of him who had the answers
my heart pounded against my chest
yearning to be set free
flee from the trauma of meeting u
the time had come and had started to tick
timing our very brief appointment
3hours and 15minutes
i saw u and i froze
my heart pounded harder and faster
my mind lost in my head
tears clogged up somewhere between my
nose bridge and neck
u said the things i wasn't prepared to hear
nor see nor face
some words so foreign
i feared what they meant
to me,to my future
u didn't stop,u didn't care
u rambled on forcing me to speak
to move to write something anything
even if it didn't make sense
u wanted to humiliate me
2hours and 15minutes left
time was on your side,not mine
crawling so u could suck me dry
although there was nothing there for u
in the first place
3minutes left
and that too felt long
i heard the voice of him who had the answers
exam's over,congratulations

two million dollars worth

i cant blog about it now
but when i do
i promise it'll be about u

u know how much this means to me
and how much i want this to work
for us
and so i fear what she thinks
her opinions
her intuitive gut
that at often times,is so true

she seemed ok last night
friendly,hospitable,trusting
too trusting
and i was relieved

but
tonight i will hear her
her two million dollars worth

Sports Fiesta 2005
model: yam fu sheng