31.12.06

silent all these years

i've made mistakes that i regret
and choices that i look back
& scorn at my misjudgement

i've done things against my will
to satiate the desire of them but still
i find no meaning at the end

i've cried those cutting tears
they remain silent all these years
stifled under the muting sheets

what does it take to revive
the life that used to live
inside that smiled the smile
and laughed the laugh
like the world could crash into my face from above
and i would still be blissful?

23.12.06

loves of my life


the love of my life has returned
we spent time shopping
and consuming the next love of my life
can u tell from the green straw?

then i found this pic on hanwen's blog
the love of my life, both him & ben & jerry's
spot me!

4.12.06

arabian nights

happy 21st flea!

tsktsk, u never know what wildon is thinking...

poor ben

28.11.06

me and my sexy

i didnt credit the photographer for the previous pic

here she is
this is the big 365 gift! thanks baby! (again)
joycee calls it the anorexic phone
and mocha calls it the calculator!
but she is OH SO SEXY...

20.11.06

he's 22!

you're the best thing that's happened to me
happy 22nd birthday
i love you

17.11.06

glue sniffing

when i was a kid, my dad warned me abt the elephant glue
"never let it get to your fingers, they could be stuck forever"

i went to the bookstore in search of elephant glue
so that i could fix my shoe's falling ribbon.
the dude said there was no elephant glue,
asked me if i wanted uhu instead
uhu is friendly.
uhu is sticky and guey
and u spread uhu on your hands
and spend the entire art class peeling it off.
so ok, it's quite strong anyway, should do the work.
BUT, he gave me uhu super mini.
which looked cute and small
and i thought was probably handy travel size of uhu sticky guey.
i bought it.

took it out, pierced a hole in the aluminium top,
got glue ALL over my hands.
first thought: it's sticky guey, peel off later
second thought: shit it's not sticky guey, it smells like elephant glue
third thought: im getting a headache from smelling it, my fingers are stuck

i tore my fingers apart
kept them apart
they're not stuck together thank GOD
but there's hardened elephant-like glue all over my hands
that i've to spend the entire christmas peeling off : (