chipped

every being that walks into your life
even for a brief moment
with only one word spoken
takes a piece of you with them
when they leave
this entry is dedicated to ah gong
who has single handedly brought up
10children,27granchildren,12greatgrandchildren
and has lived a whole 90years
only to see them fight over his riches
yet with no words said
and no mess stirred
he departed
eyes closed
silent in his sleep
respect

when u left this morning
i felt a part of me chip

busy

this queasy rolling churning
whirls of thoughts words feelings
tell me again
what's your name
i was too busy falling for
catching myself from
longing for
infatuating like a little girl on
exciting myself over
bringing me back down to
where i was
before i met

you

you only live twice

you only live twice or so it seems
one life for yourself and one for your dreams
you drift through the years and life seems tame
till one dream appears and love is its name

and love is a stranger who'll beckon you on
dont think of the danger or the stranger is gone
the dream is for you,so pay the price
make one dream come true,you only live twice
bjork- you only live twice

aixerona

so i have an eating disorder
that's been going on for awhile
just that i never really wanted to come to terms with it
im not sure if it is a mental disorder
more than a physical disorder
but i think i need help
because it will eventually destroy me
destroy the way i look
the way i behave
it isn't a common disorder,
not many people suffer from it
but i know of people who do
and the consequences they face
i suffer from aixerona
the opposite of anorexia
i cant stop eating!

stay with me

fuzzy's got cancer
a tumor on his stomach
some growth
his arms (or for i-like-my-coffee-without-sugar's sake,fore-legs)
are swollen
when he stands on his legs (hind-legs),
u can see the swell
and if u feel under his tummy,
there is a cut
'he doesnt have long to live',mr. petshop says

i pray
that u will be well
but if you must go,
take a sunflower seed with u,
i know those are ur favourites.
keep warm,heaven can be chilly
stay with me as long as u can
as long as it doesnt hurt...

Uniting Nations 4th Weekly Conference

Representing the Uniting Nations Conference on Monday, 3rd Oct are...
from left to right: Argentinab,Jonehnehsburg,Pamaswala Republic
Cheukoslovakia,Towento,New Zuiland
conference agenda:
maintain and strengthen ties
i miss you all