27.3.09

grandma

a lonely wooden stool stood
tall and ready on the bathroom floor
lit only by a line of light
from a broken pane it creeped in
to grace this day.


algae trimmings run along
the tiles, the tub, the walls
a towel hung across the ceiling pipes
into a tight knot
rusty dots spot the mirror
where she would watch herself

climb onto the lonely wooden stool
who served her in the garden, by the phone
in her bedroom, kitchen, bathroom
only this time, she would fall;
end it all

22.3.09

still



Notte Sento (English subtitles) from napdan on Vimeo.
film made with 4500+ stills
courtesy of lelove

19.3.09

snail mail

yesterday was a good day. The brown box on the table in my dark room was like a beam of light in my storm. I had to gasp for breath and pass the camera to becky who very obligingly snapped away while I tore the box apart in excitement.the books i ordered 20 days ago arrived! : ) sigh, the magic of snail mail. nevermind it being slow, it's worth the wait because snail mails always know when you have shit weeks and pull the abracadabra on you.
6 penguin great ideas and Cao XueQin's the story of the stone
support world literacy (& snail mail):
every person's eye deserves to be open to the world of knowledge

18.3.09

since he was just here

Do you ever think about me
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep
In the middle of the night when you awake
Are you calling out for me
Do you ever reminisce
I can't believe I'm acting like this
I know it's crazy
How I still can feel your kiss

Do you ever ask about me

Do your friends still tell you what to do
Everytime the phone rings
Do you wish it was me callin' you
Do you still feel the same
Or has time put out the flame
I miss you
Is everything ok


- 6,8,12, Brian McKnight

13.3.09

i held on as tightly as you held onto me

because you might like this song...

do you still care?
i can't hear you from here
i need to hear your heartbeat again

11.3.09

9.3.09

i wanna sleep forever
so the pain will disappear

6.3.09

有缘千理来相会

2.3.09

想念你

想念你的笑
想念你的外套
想念你白色袜子
和你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道

味道,辛晓琪