silent all these years

i've made mistakes that i regret
and choices that i look back
& scorn at my misjudgement

i've done things against my will
to satiate the desire of them but still
i find no meaning at the end

i've cried those cutting tears
they remain silent all these years
stifled under the muting sheets

what does it take to revive
the life that used to live
inside that smiled the smile
and laughed the laugh
like the world could crash into my face from above
and i would still be blissful?

loves of my life

the love of my life has returned
we spent time shopping
and consuming the next love of my life
can u tell from the green straw?

then i found this pic on hanwen's blog
the love of my life, both him & ben & jerry's
spot me!

for joycee

arabian nights

happy 21st flea!

tsktsk, u never know what wildon is thinking...

poor ben