Put on my pj's and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be alright now
I just shouldn't think anymore tonight

happiness is a new book in the mailbox

And this is me trapped. I still am today.

awful dreams

Last night, there were children jumping off the Singapore Flyer, a giant ferris wheel attraction built to mimick the London Eye. It was a messy sight as I watched from a car passing below the Flyer. Bits of bloody flesh splashed about in mid-air like butchered meat. There, eleven to 12 year olds waited their turn, each contemplating for roughly 3 minutes, stoic-faced, before plunging into deep red fireworks.

Later in the dream, I learnt, from a faceless friend, that those kids were leukemia patients.

though we're far apart, you're always in my heart

happiness is a blue dress

now my heart is full

nas is back and she's brought along some friends ")
thanks nas!
now i need more shelf space and hence, more books...

now my heart is full
now my heart is full
and i just can't explain
so i won't even try to

tim tam teddy bears

looks uncannily like the grandson,
who has developed ballies just like his dad