slowly but surely

have u ever had moments when
everything around u is a mess
ur life is all screwed up
u wanna start anew
suicide crosses your mind
but u shove it aside
then u think, vodka + panadol will be painless
but u shove it aside
ur tears wont stop rolling down
even though you tilt ur head upwards
u dig into the fridge for chocolates
n gorge them down
but the tears wont stop n everything is still a chaos
n u feel stupid for feeling like this n suicide crosses ur mind again...
then the phone rings
n u pick it up
n with a simple hello
the chaos stands still,
the tears stop rolling
suicide scurries away
ur life suddenly seems perfect
n u couldnt ask for more
n a smile slowly but surely,creeps onto ur face.
n u hear "everything's gonna be alright"
n u know it's true.
thank you dbl espresso.
this is you.